No title. No title for these words. These scenes of my life.

My throat is raw from the screaming. Physically and metaphorically. 
I am slowly losing a grip on my sanity. 
The tears continue to pulse through my veins. I must let them out sometime..
 I am physically mentally and emotionally beyond exhausted. Over used. Over thinking. Drilled for resources, creativity, ideas stemming out of my very core. I have so much to say and express..just not all right now. I need to care for myself and continue to. I will take the beatings of life as they come my way like I do. I do wish that they would stop coming though. That there was a magnetic field that just sucked them up and contained them. The poison. 


I am done for right now. 


-J